Memories Are Fading From The Brightness Of The Future

Well it is Monday. This morning I had an exam. I hope it went alright
But on Sunday I met up with Tom in town. As friends. Yet we still kissed, and hugged and held hands in the same way. And I could truely feel my heart breaking, knowing that it wasn't right and taht things from now on are going to be very different. I know life moves on. But the last 5 months we have spent together have just gone so fast. And I keep thinking that maybe we will forget about one another. Maybe we will loose contact and just drift apart like I have with other people. I hope that isn't the case here.
But I have to look up. Yes we are still going to be friends, but things far more exciting are going to happen. Today I was thinking about the future. And what it might bring. And I have realised how much there is to look forward to, and it kind of outshines the happiness that I have. But in a good way. If you think about it, as you get older you need bigger things to make you happy or smile.
I think that I am on the right track to a bright future. Well I hope so. I just have to keep reminding myself that it is all worth it in the end.