Kylie and Jason....

Wow. What a crazy weekend. I guess the best place to start is from the beginning!!

Right well in the end Taelor couldn't make Saturday. So we agreed that we would meet the Saturday after. To be honest I don't even know why I agreed to meeting up with him, I think it was just because everyone was telling me that I have to move on from Tom. But to be honest I don't think that they actually knew how much I love him.

Anyway, Friday night, Tom phones me. We have a normal conversation, and I didn't really know how much I had missed him until that phonecall. I found that his voice was like a wave... just so refreshing. I told him about the plans Taelor had, and about the texts and IM's he had been sending me. He didn't sound too happy about this, and when I had told him how everyone had been telling me that I can do bettter then him etc. that made him a bit angry... mainly because he thought that the people were his friends. On top of all of this, I had told him about the unwanted male attention I had been getting the last week. I'm sure you can imaging his reaction.

Other then him being a bit pissed off by the end of the phone call, it was still great to talk to him and he was thankful that at least someone around here told the truth (me!)

Yesterday morning I got up to go to work after only 4 hours of sleep. I was absolutely knackered. Mum offered to drive me down, to prevent me walking for 20 minutes in the freezing rain, but it resulted in me being a bit late. Work was exterely busy, which is very unsual, as Tesco is just up the road, and where i work is a small family owned buisness. But it was quite interesting as two Australian women and a Canadian woman came in, taking pictures of things from their childhood such as the Beano magazine and sherbert dip dap!

After work I went into Yeovil to meet with Abbi. Due to the recent fall out of me and Carla I have been unable to hang out with her so much, which is shame as we both get on really well. We did a bit of shopping, and Abbi stocked up on cigerettes before the age limit goes up to 18 instead of 16 on Monday. I am surprised she got served, but she got so flustered she ended up getting some old Granny fags! haha

The bus home waas almost 2 hours instead of half an hour, because the bus driver went the wrong way, and the route was the long one which went around all of the villages. But I was entertained as a few classmates where on the bus, so that was ok .

When I got home, and had been on the computer for a bit the phone rang. I picked it up and low and behold it was Tom.
To cut it short, as I am starting to go on a bit here, he told me that he had came to a decision, and that he wanted me back. Well, as one can imagine, I was very startled about this. But he said it was he didn't realise how lucky he was to have me until the conversation the previous nigght. I won't go on, otherwise I will sound a bit up my self, but he sounded like he was really quite very sorry. I accepted his apology, And that is that!

This morning I woke up stupidly early, may be because through out the night my mobile rang several times, im guessing because Lawrence and all of his mates are having a sleepover , which always results in me getting some sort of phonecall or text in the middle of the night, them asking me to have sex with them or something of that nature. TYPICAL!

Well I better be off now, as this is a fairly long post and if you have managed to survive this long then you deserve some sort of a medal.

And if anyone knows the definition of a "lie in" please remind me what it is!

I Kept My Word...

Mood: Confused


And posted again only a few days after the last! But despite that quite alot of things have changed.
School has changed alot for starters. The workload is piling up, and so is the homework.... looks like we are finally getting down to business :P
Anyway, less about the dullness that is cold, another thing that has changed is the weather. It has suddenly got alot colder and bitter then it has been recently. Which is very annoying as we haven't really had a summer in this county this year :(
Another change is Tom and I.... we seem to be on a 'break' at the moment. But not sure if itwill eventually work out. Either way, he asked if we were to meet up at half term to see how things are. Fine by me. But its just a shame. I won't go on about it though, as it will end up annoying you and upsetting me.
Well later we are going out with Sue and Dave to go to the cinema to watch the new Simon Pegg movie "Run Fat Boy, Run". I will post here later how it was.
But there is something I am having a dilemma about. One of Tom's friends, called Taelor, as asked to meet up with me in town, and we maybe go to the cinema on Saturday. Wether or not this is a date I don't know, but he has been texting me quite a bit, and I have to say quite flirtatiously!!! I don't really know what to make of the whole situation. Well I have agfreed to meeting up, and I guess whatever happens, happens. I just hope I don't regret it!

I better get going now!
Toodles!
Millie
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O Dear

I didnt keep my promise. And it has been such a long time scince myt last post. I hope that it will not happen again, as I keep wanting to keep a near enough daily account of my life.

Reading over my last post, it all seems only a few days ago, time has really flown by!

Well I am still with Tom. It has been 3 months, on the Monday just gone. We are doing fine, despite the bit of a hiccup yesterday. I was so upset at the prospect of loosing him, as I really have nothng else. But with the stress of him now going to college, it is starting to put a strain on our relationship. But we can handle it, we are strong :-)

Things with my father have not exactly improved either. Since I last posted we have had many an argument, mainly about me seeing him, considering the last time I did see him was back in February, and was cut short as I decided to go home early on my own. As him and Melissa, who are now married, have moved into this smaller flat with Melissa's son and girlfriend, there is currently no room for one of us to stay over night. With much persuasion my father offered for me to stay in the front room on the floor, but I am not entirely keen on that considering I have never met this branch of my 'family' as it is. I am sure you can understand why I would not want to do this.

Anyway, over the summer lots of stuff happend. I got some results for some exams that I took 2 years early. For my maths modules I got an A* and for my statistics I got an A, which might go up as then coursework has to be remarked as there was a problem with the monitoring stuff

Also over the summer I went up to the Isle of Mull to see my friend Holly. Scotland is such a beautiful country, and I was amazed how different it was to down here. There are mountains everywhere you go, and Loch Lomond is juust breathtaking. Here are two photos of many.



Aswell I spent alot of time with Tom. I feel that this summer has probably been one of the best in my life. I have never before felt so close to somebody, and connected so well. I really hope that this lasts for a long time.

We went on many adventures to London, Glastonbury and many other places that I cannot remember!!!!

But here is a picture of me and him :-)

At the moment I am finding school quite lonely. I am not enjoying it much and I really am at the end of my tether. I wish that there was something I could do about it :(

Well I really do hope that next time I will post sooner!!

Speak soon
Millz
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