O Dear

I didnt keep my promise. And it has been such a long time scince myt last post. I hope that it will not happen again, as I keep wanting to keep a near enough daily account of my life.

Reading over my last post, it all seems only a few days ago, time has really flown by!

Well I am still with Tom. It has been 3 months, on the Monday just gone. We are doing fine, despite the bit of a hiccup yesterday. I was so upset at the prospect of loosing him, as I really have nothng else. But with the stress of him now going to college, it is starting to put a strain on our relationship. But we can handle it, we are strong :-)

Things with my father have not exactly improved either. Since I last posted we have had many an argument, mainly about me seeing him, considering the last time I did see him was back in February, and was cut short as I decided to go home early on my own. As him and Melissa, who are now married, have moved into this smaller flat with Melissa's son and girlfriend, there is currently no room for one of us to stay over night. With much persuasion my father offered for me to stay in the front room on the floor, but I am not entirely keen on that considering I have never met this branch of my 'family' as it is. I am sure you can understand why I would not want to do this.

Anyway, over the summer lots of stuff happend. I got some results for some exams that I took 2 years early. For my maths modules I got an A* and for my statistics I got an A, which might go up as then coursework has to be remarked as there was a problem with the monitoring stuff

Also over the summer I went up to the Isle of Mull to see my friend Holly. Scotland is such a beautiful country, and I was amazed how different it was to down here. There are mountains everywhere you go, and Loch Lomond is juust breathtaking. Here are two photos of many.



Aswell I spent alot of time with Tom. I feel that this summer has probably been one of the best in my life. I have never before felt so close to somebody, and connected so well. I really hope that this lasts for a long time.

We went on many adventures to London, Glastonbury and many other places that I cannot remember!!!!

But here is a picture of me and him :-)

At the moment I am finding school quite lonely. I am not enjoying it much and I really am at the end of my tether. I wish that there was something I could do about it :(

Well I really do hope that next time I will post sooner!!

Speak soon
Millz
xx