Recently cosmic ordering has been in the press due to the acheivement of Noel Edmunds and his return to fame, with his show "Deal Or No Deal" To be honest I used to like that show, but to me its like some kind of cult... all the people seem to know one another very well have ongoing private jokes amongst them. It makes me feel like a reject of society.
Anyway today for me cosmic ordering has worked. This is not the first time, but these events are increasing in their frequency. I would seriously recomend it.
This has also backed up my thoughts that everything happens for a reason. I am a strong believer in fate and all of that, and my belief is again, increasing, due to recent events. When looking back on life. For example, I have just met this amazing guy. Nothing serious is of yet, but things soon are to be. And this is how I have got here.
Here is a bit of background story. Last year I went on the French Exchange,which is exclusieve to my school, and it was hell. I had a really bad partner and alot of crap went on, which was on of the causes of my months of depression.
My first step to this was that I decided to stay on at my current state school. I was given a great oppurtunity to go to a really good private school, but I turned it down. I dont really know why, but it just felt RIGHT that I should stay on.
My second step was my interest in languges. I am now fluent enough in french to get to know someone pretty well .
My third step was applying for this years exchange, despite my previous experiences, and fears of what this years might be like, i still went for it. On my application form I dont write down that I have an allergy to animals or have asthma. It just FELT right not to.
I then receive my exchange partners info. No picture, but I fell good about this whole thing
We finally get chatting on webcam and things start from there. Ok he has a dog and his father smokes, but if I had chosen to put those things on my form I would not of got him.
It just shows you should listen to your gut EVERY time.
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